I lie; the falsehood I believed deceived

 I lie; the falsehood I believed deceived:
I am just enough leftover man to have lied to me again.
Still, the thrill of my lovealibi for twice sidereality of years
neared in Cheers a motive a reality a poetry
a scrbble scribble nibbled here and there and finally nowhere

as Loves always go,
downdrain to remain for awhile a Glow
lyric lyrics as product shows AND
none higher so inspired needs a toidie
to banish this moment's poetry:
such is Goodbye good message to me!

Shutting up is wonderful enough
as thus I choke in illusionsmokes a-growing-up